What to Do When You Really Miss Someone?

I donot know why I miss my pilot so much. Maybe it is the fog outside:-) Maybe it is the wave inside me. Well, I guess women are like waves, a lot of ups and downs sometimes. And sometimes our waves crash... I wish there is a wall to keep a woman's wave "contained" during times like these. Having said that, I think I am generally a centered person, yet when my wave comes, I have so much emotions. I need to put my energy somewhere else more. For example, I am going to explore more about not for profit kind of work and try to get involved in something I enjoy in my spare time. I mentored Stanford students on their social entrepenuership business plan competition and had great time. I shall do more this kind of thing, donate my time and expertise to help other people/ventures in social issues. So I just send my application/bio to a not for profit organization called 'Social Fusion" to do pro-bono work in the area of strategy and business plan development, and international sales/marketing.

What do you when you miss someone so much? I have to figure this out:-) Try to be less missing that person, try to distract yourself with something else, try to take a nap? Oh, going to gym, going for a walk... Missing someone actually is a good thing, at least for me. I feel connected even with thousands miles away. I re-read "The Steppe" a little bit, and I remembered/recored here what my pilot wrote:

Guzyalle knew Emperio was a man who needed freedom to explore life. Emperio knew Guzyalle could not be possessed. Humans cannot possess just as love cannot possess. They knew not their creation but only fulfilled the desire to live with loving each other. It is often hard to free a desire to let it roam free and wonder if it will choose to stay. Emperio Sabestyen and Guzyalle both understood this. For she knew his intimate love would stay, forever, with her but he would live passionately with the world. He shared what the world had given to him. Guzyalle knew Emperio gave people hope. They would give each other passion. Emperio needed the world but he needed the strength to conquer it. Courage comes from sacrifices. The individual does not choose this path the path has chosen them. Emperio searched for freedom because he could not have boundaries if he wanted to discover fate. Guzyalle gave Emperio the power to be free. From the moment he saw her he knew she gave him boundless breaths of discovery. Guzyalle did not understand it in a moment but moreover she discovered it through the process. Emperio understood it through silence.

This is as if it was written for me... I wish I am with you now...